Forbidden Fruit

Friday, March 9, 2012, 10:23 pm

I’m just breaking out of a cold listening to DJ HeavyGrinder and I realized I haven’t posted anything since 2011. So I figured I should share this track with you, in order to get you a glimpse of my life. A lot has happened since last November, and whether anyone is still reading this blog or not, I owe it to myself for an update. Who knows one day my future generations may read these words. But alas, I am in a dark room right now and until I find some light, I will have to save my breath. I wish you all a great year ahead. Please enjoy this piece of a forbidden fruit.

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One with Life

Tuesday, June 14, 2011, 4:15 pm

Being one with life is being one with NOW. You then realize that you don’t live your life, but life lives you. Life is the dancer, you are the dance.

Eckhart Tolle

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We’re all addicts!

Sunday, January 30, 2011, 4:06 pm

Everyone lives for something, and seeks the next big whatever in their life. Surfers are always looking for the next wave, while poor people in third world countries beat their bones for their next meal. Business people live for the next deal, and good doctors live to save the next life.

I myself live for the next thrill, I think. Something about that rush in my veins fulfills me.

Either way it’s an addiction and we’re all addicts.

But to top it all, Americans live for the next high. They work hard 5 days a week, sometimes 7, so they can get piss drunk in an alley and make fun of the next president, crippled person, or a philosopher with a new doctrine.

I may be biased, but hey, share a joint, and happy Sunday everyone!

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Project 365 – 014 – Twist

Sunday, February 14, 2010, 10:36 pm

Sometimes our lives can be twisted and complicated, but behind it all is hidden beauty.

Happy Valentine’s Day!

PS: If you don’t get it, notice the white heart bokeh in the background.

only God knows why

Monday, February 16, 2009, 10:20 pm

my buddy christian posted this kid rock song on his blog in tribute of the current economic recess.  i’m not sure what demon got into him, he said memories from karaoke did, but i’m sure only God knows why.  so here we go…


    I’ve been sittin here

    Tryin to find myself

    I get behind myself

    I need to rewind myself

    Lookin for the payback

    Listen for the playback

    They say that every man bleeds just like me

    And I feel like number one

    Yet I’m last in line

    I watch my youngest son

    And it helps to pass the time

    I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain

    I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same

    Everybody knows my name

    They say it way out loud

    A lot of folks fuck with me

    It’s hard to hang out in crowds

    I guess that’s the price you pay

    To be some big shot like I am

    Out stretched hands and one night stands

    Still I can’t find love


    And when your walls come tumbling down

    I will always be around


    People don’t know about the things I say and do

    They don’t understand about the shit that I’ve been through

    It’s been so long since I’ve been home

    I’ve been gone, I’ve been gone for way too long

    Maybe I forgot all the things I miss

    Oh somehow I know there’s more to life than this

    I said it too many times

    And I still stand firm

    You get what you put in

    And people get what they deserve

    Still I ain’t seen mine

    No I ain’t seen mine

    I’ve been giving just ain’t been gettin

    I’ve been walking that there line

    So I think I’ll keep a walking

    With my head held high

    I’ll keep moving on and only God knows why


    Only God…Only God

    Only God knows why

    Only God…knows…why, why, why

    Only God knows why

    Take me to the river hey

    Take me to the river


as a side note, this song was the soundtrack of a segment of my tortured life, but that moment is now long gone.  thanks for bearing with me, people.