I almost had her pack her stuff and leave.
She couldn’t breathe and she just wanted to go home. I took the wrong turn. Ends up carving the wall with the knife. It should have been my tongue instead. Now I left her broken, trying to breathe while she sleeps next to me. I can’t sleep. Why do I always hurt the one I love the most? I am a monster.
She stuck with me. That’s how she loves me back. I’m not sure if it’s good for her but I’m glad she did. Her sister almost picked her up and I almost left for good. Close call.
I’m at a cross road now. A place where my mind goes one place and my body goes another. Maybe one day they will meet again. But for now they must part. It’s for her own good.
I’ll burn myself in sacrifice. That’s how much I love her.
Hi my name is JErm and this is my blog. I'm just a simple guy living a simple life on a simple island.
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i wish you both well. xx.
Can’t we all just get along. Hugs and all x x
a beautiful bit–it’s the intensity that binds us all.