Life

I was having a stupid argument with my girlfriend about something really stupid and it escalated into a major mind crusher. Next thing I know we were screaming at each other off the top of our lungs and I ran out to the balcony and jumped and flipped over to the other site (where there’s a piece of tiny roof holding my weight) and I was dangling on the pole or whatever with one arm. She chased after me and she was crying gosh she was sooooo beautiful I couldn’t bear the thought of leaving her or being a cripple for the rest of my life so I climbed back in. I’m not really sure what happened but all those talk about inner demons are probably finally proving their existence. She was shaking and crying pretty bad when I got back in and I felt like I was phase-shifting from death to life. It was kinda freaky especially that it didn’t hit me that I could really have died until I walked back inside the apartment. 36 floors.. that would have done some damage. I guess humans can’t fly, but then again my humaness is questionable.

Ok I’m getting sick again, so this could mean that I’m settled in. LOL. I only get sick at home so I guess I’m home now. Took me about a week to finally adjust myself to the new living arrangement. I was watching some old videos from KL and I miss my old apartment. This place is so fucking small but it’s just small enough to fuck in. Just kidding. Ok now I gotta figure out what to do with my crappy internet. Part of the plan to move to Jakcity was to have a better work environment and a better internet connection. This is so not what I expected but then again maybe I’m being cheap and only paying for the lowest package available. Still though, I expected more from this city. Damn.

Yay finally got a pad in Jakcity and I’m moving in tonight. It’s a one bedroom apt on the 36th floor and it’s kinda tiny but it’s just perfect for now. I can smoke *cough* on my balcony staring at the spread of city lights. There’s a bball court and two tennis courts and a huge park in the middle with a huge swimming pool with babes *beep* swimming around half nekkid. Heehee.. J/K Selvie! So anyway, Alex, Lee and Will, when ya dudes comin to visit me??

More later (with piccies if I can get them out of my broken camera).

I think I’m losing my ability to write again. I just wrote two long paragraphs here and I read it over and trashed it. I’m starting to feel like a 12 year old again. Not sure if that’s good or bad. LOL. Well I’m still getting used to being happy again. It’s kinda weird feeling this way again about a girl (and myself) after a long time. One last thing I need to worry about now is work and more work. My internet has been lagging bad time lately and I’ve been pretty much preoccupied with me new hobby. I should figure my new life out soon and get shit moving again. If you get the urge to kick me in the ass please do me that favor. I miss you people!