Torture Season and Trash Burning
I was awaken around 4am this morning. The muzes have started their torture fasting season again and they would announce wake up calls thru loudspeakers. Fucking muzes. Why can’t they just do their shit quietly and let me sleep. I have a feeling my depression isn’t going to get better anytime soon with all the sleep fuckers fucking with my sleep.
It’s 7am now and what have I done today? Let’s see… I cycled for about 30 minutes, I cleaned my room, what else? That’s it I think. Oh I took a shower!! Anyway then I thought it’d be nice to step outside and breathe the fresh morning air, so then I stepped out and guess what? Trash burning. More fuckers in my life. Do you remember that song by Four Non Blondes? What the fuck is going on dude??!!
September 27th, 2005 at 7:27am
jerm? i’m concerned for you….between you and lee, i might lose MY sanity
September 27th, 2005 at 8:54am
Then lose it and join the club!
September 27th, 2005 at 5:17pm
What’s a muze?
4am isn’t so bad. I get up at 5am. The hard part is getting used to going to bed at 10pm, but believe me, once you’ve been up that long it begins to be hard not to go to bed.
September 28th, 2005 at 1:57pm
Muzes are the cousins if you know what I’m talking about, if not look up cousins in Google.
As far as sleeping, waking at 4am didn’t help me sleep at night. I lied down around 11pm last night but I don’t think I was really asleep until around 1am. My body clock is screwed up.
September 28th, 2005 at 10:36pm
My body clock is messed, too, but it’s getting better. Depression sucks…it makes you tired all the time and you just sit around thinking “whatever.”
That Four Non Blondes song really brings back memories of a happier time.
September 29th, 2005 at 2:47am
Do you realise how insignificant you all are ? Have you look into the universe yet? Or it not, just try the night sky, that’s close enough. Did you read about that star and the earthquake cracking it thingy that would have killed us all off had it been x number of light years close to our planet? Something about the explosion being equivalent to the energy our sun produces in 250,000 years.
http://www.space.com/scienceastronomy/050927_star_cracked.html
It’s not fuckers mate.. it’s the universe, when something goes bang up there, something has to change down here. It’s our job to move the energy with positive willpower. MOOOOOOOOOOOVE!!! MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE!!
September 29th, 2005 at 11:25am
Damn Muzes!!!!! Hope you get some sleep tonight!!!! damn people burning trash too!!!!
September 29th, 2005 at 12:44pm
Caiaphas » 4NB = definitely happier times dude.. didn’t think anyone would know them!!
Extremelee » You’re saying.. if I pluck chicken feathers down here something amazing is going to happen on your end??
Candi » Will you put me to sleep tonight? I might sleep better if I had someone watching me…
September 29th, 2005 at 6:11pm
Dood… Pluck that chicken for me, let’s see what happens. Oh and you don’t need a woman to stare at before you sleep, you numpty, you need a woman to HELP (in that special way) you to sleep..