The End of Certainty
It’s the end of the month and uncertainty is playing my mind. I have no freaking idea whether my company will keep me or not. This is the end of their fiscal year and supposedly they can’t afford me anymore because they lost some of their most crucial financial contributors. Either way I should be happy though. If they let me go I get to push myself harder on my web ventures, if not I get to receive another paycheck next month, and the next. I think it’s time for me to go though. I’ve been here 9 years, and working at this place for almost 4 years. That’s too long for anybody. Ideally I wouldn’t want to live at one place that long ever again, well maybe when I grow old I would. And I definitely won’t work for ANY company for 4 years anymore, unless it’s Google!
Time will tell. If I’m still here ranting my depression next week it probably means I’m keeping my job. But if I’m here bragging about wlogging I might already be self-employed working at a coffee shop downtown with my laptop.