Pollution May Cause Strange Behaviors
This whole having a life crap didn’t come in a nice wrapped package. There’s been hard work (mental work) involved and I’m still getting used to it. I went to Jakarta last weekend to check out some options (new living arrangements). I went with Dee and we visited Fred first. He was playing Futsal at this brand new gym and the artificial grass was sweeter than artificial sex dolls. LOL. The moment I stepped into the field my feet were in a whole other world. Then we had some Indian Tandoori meal (supper) and it was great. Fred didn’t want to go clubbing that night so we left and met up with Mia and IeN at X-Lounge. IeN told me I kissed this girl and put ice in her ass but I didn’t remember much. We crashed at Steve’s place and woke up late the next morning with a bad hangover. Then the best part of Jakarta happened. We went to Plaza Semanggi to meet up with Selvie. I met her on MySpace back when I was in Malaysia and she turns out to be hotter than she was on MySpace. I love her nails, her dark make-up, her feet, her smile, and everything that comes with her. I met her friends too and they were great. So great that I didn’t want to leave Jakarta the following day. What I figured out about Jakarta (what I’ve been missing out for the last decade) is that people there are much more open minded than Bandung people (fucking losers). So I’m looking at my options now and pondering whether I should move my ass there for the next semester or two. Selvie sure made one hell of an impression in me and it’s crazy how two days with her changed the course of my entire life towards something more “real”. But then again it could simply be the pollution, or the alcohol residue in my blood. Who knows? I sure like to find out.
How were your weekends, folks?
August 25th, 2006 at 3:40pm
Heya!
My weekend was awesome. I hung out with some of my buddies and I finally met this guy I’ve been talking with (on and off). Didn’t realize that he could give such impacts.. the way he looked at me, the way he teased, the way he laughed and smiled.
Everything happened in such weird ways.. and we hung out for 2 days, now I’m having trouble getting him off my system, not sure if it’s a good thing or not? but I’ll let you know once I figure it out okay?
Last but not least, I wanna say, thank you, for being that guy
August 25th, 2006 at 3:42pm
Sounds like a great guy, when can I meet him?
August 25th, 2006 at 3:44pm
Haha.. what a smartass!
August 25th, 2006 at 8:47pm
I’m going to be sick!
August 25th, 2006 at 10:09pm
Lol.. you’re way too funny, I like you already, Lee!
August 25th, 2006 at 10:51pm
Be good to him Selvie, he’s my bro and he’s a good guy! You sound just like him.. Kick his arse and don’t let him be so miserable anymore. Same goes for you, stop hiding behind that bitch defence.. It ain’t fooling me
August 25th, 2006 at 11:01pm
Thanks Lee! I know, it scares me a lot how we both have a lot in common. He speaks really highly of you, good to know he has a great friend like you!
August 25th, 2006 at 11:02pm
Oh and you are so right, no time to be miserable anymore. As for kicking his ass, I did that! literally! haha
August 25th, 2006 at 11:22pm
Lee, dood, I bet you a thousand quids you’ll love her when you see her!
Selvie, I love it when I feel your toes on my ass!
August 26th, 2006 at 11:55pm
I completely understand your attraction to JErm, Selvie. He’s like a brother to me and to be honest with you I had a jealousy moment in that first reply to your posting. My life is fucking bizarre right now, I’m a bit messed up inside my head and need to figure out where I’m going.
Last night I got drunk and was sarging on girls like a nutter. Trying to show off to my mates, they were impressed with how much confidence I had lately. But then I just started getting stupid, making an ass of myself and got home at stupid o’clock in the morning to a crying girlfriend (worried her sick).
I think I need to start taking my own advice for a change. Brutal as it always is
August 27th, 2006 at 5:35am
Lee we need to talk man, let’s get you back on your “happy track”. I was drunk last night too (only a few hours away) but I was pretty much in control. I had a drink with the guys at Budhi’s place. No need to impress anyone in this already-fucked-up-life mate, just focus on yourself and people around you that you love the most. Focus motherfucker, focus!! I’ll find you on Skype later bro.
August 27th, 2006 at 11:19am
I agree with Jerm on this one. You can’t please the whole world and it’s pointless to impress people coz they all have different expectations. The best thing that comes from within is when you dont even need to try, people see it without you trying to show it.. it comes naturally. it’s in you.
I’m sorry you’re feeling a bit down, but one thing for sure, you got us here. Besides, what happened to those “kick his ass and dont let him be so miserable?” (yeah i know, Im known to be good at feeding people with their own lines lol..
Obviously, you have great qualities in you and there’s no need to impress. Let them figure it out themselves, I might not know much yet, but I have pretty good instinct.
so, cheer up, you’re not alone in this. That’s something to smile about, oui?
August 29th, 2006 at 3:47pm
Oi. You can’t use my lines against me. That’s copyright infringement, intellectual property rights and all that shite. You got me though, games up!
I’m sat at my desk, listening to the management discuss making lots of money, while I’m sat here making just enough to pay the rent and take my son out for the weekend. No mention of my payrise, no mention of backing off and giving me space so I can deal with my problems at home. I’m considering kicking myself in the arse right now, preparing my resignation letter, counting my money and wondering if I can afford a one way ticket to Malaysia.
Nothing makes sense at the moment, I’m confidently insane right now. Wondering when I’m just going to let go and bust out of here. Act first, think later…
August 30th, 2006 at 9:48pm
Nooo.. don’t think that way Lee.. I have no idea what you’re going through, but whatever it is, I’m sure you’ll pass the shit. Come on, you’re better than that.
Hang in there please!
September 4th, 2006 at 6:08am
I’m not going to kill myself. I was thinking more along the lines of just sodding off to Indonesia and seeing where the shit lands. I’ll finish my personal fitness professional course first though, so I’ve got a skill to bring over with me. I’m sure there are plenty of young females in need of a good workout
September 4th, 2006 at 4:21pm
Haha.. bring it on brother!